Off to Yoopee. Lantern parade (late na 'ko!) and fireworks display after!

@ Bayview Hotel. 2-Day SeeEasy Forum on Climate Change and Environmental Education in Asia Pacific.

On-going: CapePeeEny National Conference. (Doing SeeEasy stuffs, eh?)

Hooohh! In almost THREE HOURS, gawa na ang Climate AP site! Ambangis mo talaga, Ser Noel Colina! Yodemehn! Asteeegh! Hooohh! Tengkyu Ser! :D

Off to SeeEasy. Prodwork for tomorrow's caravan. At bukas, we'll be off to HLI Tarlac! Hah!

Matagal-tagal na rin akong hindi nakakapag-Blog ah... Haiks.

On-going: VisualProp Workshop @ SeeEasy.

Off to PUPT. At sa Panaque ako matutulog mamaya. Har Ciao!

Ewan! BOO ang linux-1.5.3a version ng xampp! Buti pa ung linux-1.6.4, nag-install! Grrr. Kaso, gagana ba dito ang Drupal 6x? Er.

After so many months, sa wakaaas! Nireplyan din ako ni Facebook! Hooohh! Asar.

Home! Post-Election Summit (October PES) @ Club Filipino is over. Whew!

Off to PeeyoopeeTee. o

Off to SeeEasy to attend TK. ;)

Off to SeeEasy for OS and software installation.

Off for a dinner and talk.

Dito lang pala kami sa Sta. Ana, hindi sa Cavite. Haha. (I just tested the connection. :P)

From Sulo Hotel SeeEasy event documentation to Cavite SaFrooDee hardware configuration. Ciao! ;)

My presentation yesterday was a crap... dead craaaaaaap! x'(

Magdamag na namang gising. :D Atleast napag-aralan ko na ang CALC! Argh. Off to Congress. Mag-ttraining ng staffs, MAGHAPON. Ciao!

Rice&viands, breads, eggs, chips, & lots of coffee. Need these weapons for an overnight battle (sakaling kailanganin na di matulog.:D) Rawr!

Round-Table-Discussion on FOSS @ Congress was a success. Training naman bukas! Whew. Need to make presentation agaaaaain. Aja!

On-going: Round-The-Table Discussion on Free and Open Source Software with the members (Congressmen) of Committee on ICT.

On-going: FOSS@Schools in UP Diliman College of Science Laboratory. :)

Walang tulog, pero di pa rin natapos ang presentation. x'( Gudlak sa ko nito sa SFD Batangas. Wag sanang mag-hyperventilate. x'O

I love ARock! Now I'm back to the system! I ♥♥♥♥ you Francis Malayao, Leon Dulce, Elvin Catantan, and Gladys Regalado! Ammmmmuah! m/

Naluyag ko sa iya. ♥

Off to SeeEasy. Will attend Talakayan. Catherine C. Abon's birthday bash and Ryu Koide's despedida party afterwards

Off to attend Gabi ng Parangal kay alex remollino.

Off to UPD for SFD Coordinators' Meet. :)

Gusto nyong manuod ng tungkol sa dolphins?:D Tara! Let's watch The Cove! (Off to UPD. :D)

Monthly maintenance here @ SeeDoubleYouAre. :D

Hindi pa 'ko inaantok kahit tatlong oras lang mahigit ang tulog ko kaninang madaling araw. Ang weird lang. Goodnight. :)

Off to U.P. for some meet. :)

After almost four years! AKIN NA ULIT ANG ! Fresh account! HOOOOOOOOOHH!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAAAAAAAS! :D 115 DAYS TO GO! :)) http://ow.ly/2xIut

Heart♥ to heart♥ talk with Gladys Regalado, wheeeeeeeeeew! Tulugan na. :)

Back to being marketing personnel. Let's plaaaaay!

Mugto ang mata. Sana wala na 'to bukas. Goodnight.

Off to Paranaque. Will spend the weekend in Cavite. Ciao!

@Verniece Enciso as Tessa in Mamarazzi. http://ow.ly/2v3yb

Waw, bago ang layout ng Merriam-Webster Dictionary Online. :o

"Ang aktibista, pag tumanda, aktibista pa rin."
-- Rading

"Ang taong walang social practice, kung saan-saan dumadampot ng maling ideya."
-- Cita

"May halaga ang pinaghihirapan natin."
-- Dolly

THE BEST ANG SIGWAAAAAAAH! PANALONG PANALO! SULIT NA SULIT ANG HALOS PITONG BUWAN KONG PANANABIK!!! Ambangis ng karakter mo, Cita. Idolo kita, at ang mga katulad mo. ♥

Off to UP. SIGWAAAAAAAAAAAH! :))

Mukhang pinapalad pa rin ako! Huling pagkakataon para mapanuod ang SIGWA! Bukas, 10:15am! WALA NANG MAKAHAHADLAAAAAANG!!!

Home from Marjorie Pamintuan's birthday blowout. Ü

What's wrong with my phone. :'( It can't receive messages. :'( I've restarted it several times, still it ain't working. :'(

Sumakit na ang lahat, wag lang talaga ang ngipin. (é,è)

Di pala madali maging transcriptionist. Ilang minutong pahayag = ilang oras na pagtranscribe. Bat ganun. Amp. Di ko na kaya. Idlip muna. >.<

Hindi kinayang bumangon ng maaga. Di tuloy nakasama sa mob, loser. >x(
Off for a meet...

Kaninang 3am pa 'ko gising kaya naman tila ako'y wala na sa katinuan. Makapagkape nga muna. Wala 'tong tulugan. Direcho HLI mob bukas! Awwr.

MAINIT ANG ULO!!!!!!!!!!!!

On-going: System Login and On-click Backup coding for Gamu-Gamo Database.

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^,)/ G'night! (--,)

Sinong may spots ng toothpaste sa kamay dahil sa mga talsik ng mantika sa pagprito ng itloooooooog? Taas ang kamay! *bow

Today is Friday the 13th. And something very good will happen. I know. ♥

So many people find writing such a tedious task that they keep on postponing doing it.. & I can jz see u nodding your head in agreement. ;oD

To-Do: Got eight important things to do today. Buti na lang inspired ako magtrabaho♥. Aja!

Napagkasunduan naming maging malaya sa trabaho ngayong gabi. Tapos na ang pelikula. Kami'y matutulog na. Hinga muna. Bukas naman. Gunayt. :)

ARAW NG KABA *bow. Dalawang beses ako kinabahan ng boooooonggang-bongga ngayong araw na 'to. At matindi ung pangalawa. Beng! Gunayt peeps.

Off to Richmond Hotel. >x'(

is working on everything for tomorrow's system presentation. Lots of stuffs need to get done. I can see a crystal-clear sleep deprivation.

Dead. In a disparate world as this, how are these things being handled? Gaahd. I'm great in this stuff, but not in this world. Dead.

stopped working for this day. Kanina pa ako nag-hhang. Dahil ba tensed ako for Sunday? O.. ay ewan. Naiinis ako. Kinakabahan ako. Ewan. Nyt!

On-going: CodeIgniter Session 4

Facing a laptop for sending emails and a landline phone on the side for the phone calls. Opis na opis! Sekretarya naman ako ngayon? :))

is finishing the email blast for sponsorship. Nasan na ang text na kukumpleto ng umaga ko? Haaaay. G'morning anyway..

On-going: CodeIgniter Session 3

E-mail blast for target sponsors. Bratatatataaaaat!

is reading MARKETING how-tos. (I.T. course ko ah? O Marketing? Nalilito na 'ko.) Change is FOSSible! ;o)

On-going: Web development for SFD site. *excited *tensed

You've just started my day right.♥ Good morning. ;)

On-going: CodeIgniter Session 2

Umh, ano ba talaga? Nag-send ung e-mail o hindi? :D

Harianne and Marj, are you aware of this? And d'you know who took this pic? :'O Who's VENZIE of Philippine Online Chronicles? Kung saan-saan na tayong tatlo lumabas! Hahaha. xO

From the Philippine Online Chronicle's

Hamon ng Bayan: Photos and notes from the “People’s SONA”.

"There are no miracles. There's no such thing as faith. Nothing is meant to be."♥ 1hr45min. We are now to face the task avalanche. MOOOVE!!!

Rolling On-Film: "[500] Days of Summer" (w/ Boss Leon Dulce!) :-bd

On-going: CodeIgniter Session.

Surprise visit! Nandito papa ko ngayon at bunsong kapatid sa opis!

SQL, na-miss kita ah. Ngayon na lang tayo nakapag-bonding ulit. <3

Kung kelan naman gusto kong upuan ang organizer ko, saka naman hindi ko sya mahagilap. Buset. Makatulog na nga.

Ano ang Pros&Cons mo? I-ggow na ba kita? Or not. *sigh

Off for an interview. (-.-)

Lend me some marketing skills, pfleeeeaze! <3 | Software Freedom Day is on September 18th! Change is FOSSible! ;oD

Can Sunday be a workfree day? Please? :( Off to Zedric Kloud's Christening...

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Ansakit sa puso. Anim na buwan ko yon inabangan. Tapos. Tapos. Tapos! Ewan. Leche. >x'(

At hindi na ako makakanuod ng SIGWA. x'(

SIGWA

Sigwa: Reliving the First Quarter Storm of 1970

SIGWA: an Indie Film that'll be directed by Joel Lamangan. A story of activists -- how they lived in the 70's, and how their lives continued. (i think this one's interesting;-))
[January 29, 2010 | 08:37:27]

-- nahalungkat ko sa selpon ko 'tong GM ko na 'to. :D

January 29 noon, July 29 ngayon.. eksaktong anim na buwan ng paghihintay! Hoooooooooooooohh!

SIGWA! MAMAYA NAAAAAAAAH!
5pm sa UP Diliman Film Institute!
Joel Lamangan sa Cinemalaya!

Eksayted na 'kooooooooooooooh! :))

A piece of bread and big cup of coffee whipped up my breakfast and lunch. Can't taste foods. Urgh.

KPops in the house! Pag nakipag-usap ako, baka hindi na sipon ang tumulo galing sa ilong ko, dugo na. So, shut-up mode ako. xþ Go Leon! :))

Singhot. Singhot. Singhot. TRABAHO. Singhot. Singhot. Singhot. TRABAHO. Singhot. Singhot. Singhot. Singhot. Masmarami pa ung singhot. Potek.

Magdamag at maghapon na akong atching ng atching! Ang hapdi na ng ilong ko at mga mata! Ansakit sa ulo. Pero masaya ako. <3 G'night chums! Ü

Was exposed under intense sunlight from morning to dawn. My skin!:)) People's SONA: Real nation state was addressed. Noy's SONA: WHAT'S NEW?

Off to People's SONA. THIS IS IT!

Bigla akong nahilo. x( Wag naman sanang madale nung ambon kanina. x( Aattend pa naman tayo ng People's SONA bukas. :(( Makatulog na nga. x(

On-going: Effigy-making for 2m's People's SONA. Sinong nagsabing hindi makakapagtrabaho pag weekends at pag wala sa opis. :-bd ;o)

That was a leveling-up overnight! Aaaaaaaaaaawesome! Mas mahal ko na kayo ngayon Rog♥ at Harry♥. http://ow.ly/2gbcB

Agham's (not the Partylist) 11th Anniversary

Ansayaaaah! \(^^,)/


Bijoke to the max, andaming tao, andaming foods, andaming kwentuhan! :)) Mga alas-siete ata nang nagsimulang mag-uwian ang mga tao. Pagpatak ng alas-nwebe, kami na lang nila Loi, Leon, Harry, at Rog ang nasa kubo. :D Bijoke much, at kainan pa rin! Hahaha. Alas-dies y medya nang umuwi si Leon at Loi. Ipinagpatuloy lang namin nila Harry at Rog ang kantahan.. maya-maya pa'y naupo na kami para sa kwentuhan. Andami naming natalakay and guess what.. parang nabago nila ang mindset ko regarding a stuff. Hmmm..


Ala una y medya na nang mag-pack up kami. Si Harry kasi lasing na? Hahaha. Alas tres na kami natulog ni Rog. Haaay, napakasayang selebrasyon! (^^,)


Isang bagay lang ang bumabagabag sa isip ko ngayon (un ngang isa sa mga napag-usapan namin).. and that thing I've to resolve soonest. Haaay.


G'night! Ü

Off to AGHAM Nasyunal (hindi ung Partylist.Ü) 11th Anniversary! (,)

Forum's over. Now off for some cabling activity? Haha. Ciao!

Off to UPD. Will attend "Arroyo's legacy, Aquino's burden?" -- A forum on the State of the Philippine Environment. G'moring chums! Ü

Bukas ko na lang ipagpapatuloy 'tong pagbabasa't pananaliksik. Gusto ko nang wakasan 'tong napakapangit na araw na 'to. Goodnight.

you're my aversion. Ever sinCe.

Mahirap talagang ihiwalay ang propesyunal sa personal na pakikitungo. Hindi ako marunong mamlastik eh.

Off o UPD. Agham Youth's 6th Science for the People Colloquium. Ü

Kumakalabog ng bongga ung saradong pinto sa may kusina.. parang may gustong pumasok. :'S May pusa kanina, so pusa yon diba?:( G'night na! xO

At bago pala ang layout ng FB Events. Ayoko ng itsura. Parang account lang ng isang fb user. Ibalik ang dating ayos!

Off to CPU. ,

And we're expecting mysterious cases of LAN connections. Patay ang routers, pero umiilaw ang tester. xO

Off for some LAN activity. Brrr. Ü

Beef Loaf ala Mondz ♥ Gooooood morniiiiiiing! \(^^,)/

Salamat nga pala sa mga kyot na shokolets nung linggo Harianne. :D

Isa lang ang masasabi ko: Napakasaya ng buong araw na 'to, pramis. x) Gooooooodnight chums! <3

May na-diskubre ako: Pagdating sa SAGING, magkasundo ang lahat ng tao dito sa CPU! Nyahahaha! Turon&BananaQ Mania! BOOM! :))

BREAK! Bunch of [fb] notifications (since thursday eve), I'll clean y'all! NOW!!!

Home from Mendiola mob.:D A week before PNoy's SONA, think: How will he address the issue of Activist Killings? Bang! STOP THE KILLINGS.

Still can't go back to cyberworld. :c Who's going to get mobilized 2m? See y'all, argh. G'night earthlings!

The pressure is brain-crippling. x'O Sorry for the disregarded stuffs (esp. fb activities), promise i'll get back to y'all after this. *sob

HALA. I think Swivel is sick. :'( It can access internet but in couple of minutes, the connection is becoming limited. :'O Virus. No. x(

On-going: CPU members/volunteers/interns Orientation.

On-going: SFD 2010 Second Convernors' Meet.

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Off to UPD. Will attend IBON Midyear 2010 Birdtalk. Ciao!

LET THERE BE LIGHT. AND THERE WAS LIGHT. Curse this power instability! Amp. Turbomondz activated. Rush the jobs!!!

DONE AT LAST! Pwede na 'ko bumawi ng tulog mula sa pagkapuyat ko kagabi! Lecheng blackout yan at ghost fright. >x-/ G'night! WHEW.

Ah, so may away pala. Ang galing. Okey.

HIRAP PAG NET-BASED ANG GAWAIN! PAG PATAY ANG KURENTE, PATAY DIN ANG GAWAIN! ANAK NG!!!

*&$%#@&#. MUKHANG KAKAILANGANIN KONG MAGPASA NG CHAIN MESSAGE!!! NAIYAK AKO, ANO UN! MAMAAAA! x'O

Gutom na 'ko. Or, pressured? Kain..

"pasensya na may nagpasa lang sakin nitu saaken isang itim na orasyon. totoo ito wag mong biruin mamayang gabi may pupuntang matandang babae sa kwarto mo walang mata lumuluha ng dugo at nakaitim hihingi ng tulong sayu pagalagala sa kwarto mo at tatabihan ka! pag di mo napasa itu sa 20 na tao magkakatotoo yun hindi ako nagbibiru..sori bwal ibalik]"



-- natawa lang ako sa natanggap kong MGA ganto. hahaha. :))
sorry, pero kahit matatakutin ako, hindo ko yan papatusin. :)))) never pa talaga akong pumatol sa chain messages.. mapa-sms, net, o sulat pa yan (nauso nung hiskul, ung magpapaxerox ka pa! hahaha). ;D

On-going: ARCSEA Codesprint @ CPU Labs. ;)

CALL THE ATTENTIONS OF "I LOVE JESUS" ADMINS/MODERATORS TO BLOCK FANS THAT SHARE PERNICIOUS UPLOADS AND WRITE OBNOXIOUS POSTS/COMMENTS.

HER PROFILE IS A BLUR! SHE MIGHT REALLY BE AN ATHEIST. OTHERWISE, HACKED. http://ow.ly/2ahzU

"I LOVE JESUS" Facebook Fanpage is a BOO!

WHY IS “I LOVE JESUS” FANPAGE ALLOWING RUDE FANS TO UPLOAD ROUGH PICS AND VIDEOS?! ARE PAGE ADMINISTRATORS/MODERATORS NOT MONITORING THEIR FANS’ POSTS AND UPLOADS?! OR, THE VEXING FANS ARE GIVEN SUCH FREEDOM BECAUSE THEIR FANPAGE IS JUST FEIGNING A LOVE-FOR-JESUS SEMBLANCE?!

IIIIIIIIIRK!

SmartLoad: Congrats! Meron kang FREE 10TST pts. Makukuha ang TSTpts bukas ng 8am DTI5836S07.
ano ang TST? :))

Grabe na. Texting Capital of the World, ngayon naman Most Addicted People to Facebook. Kung ating matatandaan, nasa isang taon pa lang mula nang madiskubre ng mga Pinoy ang Pesbuk. Hahaha! Rock on JUAN! xD http://ow.ly/2a1UX

Texting Capital of the World, ngayon naman Most Addicted People to Facebook. Rock on JUAN! xD http://ow.ly/2a1UX

Netfirms. Hostmonster. SHHH! Wala munang magulo!

Okay. May bug ang LIKE function ng pesbuk. DISLIKE!

Goodnight. ♥

DISCONTINUED WANG-WANG. CONTINUOUS BANG-BANG!

WALA PA MANG DALAWANG LINGGO SA PANUNUNGKULAN SI NOYNOY, APAT (4) NA ANG NAITATALANG KASO NG PAGPASLANG!

1. Bayan Muna: Fernando Baldomero
http://makabayan.org.ph/story/bayan-muna-condemns-assassination-aklan-provincial-leader

2. Anakpawis: Pascual. Guevarra
http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/inquirerheadlines/regions/view/20100710-280313/78-yr-old-farmer-leader-gunned-down-near-Army-camp-in-N-Ecija

3. Media killing: Jose Daguio
http://www.gmanews.tv/story/195316/nujp-to-monitor-first-media-killing-under-aquino-admin

4. ACT: Mark Francisco
(na kakapost pa lang ng ACT Teachers sa mga status nila)


Stop Wang-Wang? Stop Bang-Bang!
Stop Wang-Wang? Stop Bang-Bang!
Stop Wang-Wang? Stop Bang-Bang!
Stop Wang-Wang? Stop Bang-Bang!

At may na-miss pala tayong isa pa nung July 4! EJK #3: http://ow.ly/29PYG

Estudyante: Kung matalino ka, makikisangkot ka.

Isang araw ng klase o pagsusulit kapalit ng makasaysayang pagkakaisa bilang panawagan ng mga studyante. Alam mo kung ano ang kalagayan mo. Alam mo kung ano ang kailangan mo. Kung matalino ka, makikisangkot ka. July 16, National Day of Action for Education. Walang [pa]pasok!

Di pa man lumipas ang isang linggo, eto't may sumunod na. http://ow.ly/29OR8 http://ow.ly/29ORh Hala sige, magbilang tayo.

July5, unang pamamaslang sa ilalim ng administrasyong Aquino. http://ow.ly/29OQ3

Ikaw: Jejebuster o Jejebooster?

Alam nyo bang bago pa man ma-diskubre ang mga JEJEMON ay meron nang ortograpiya na gaya ng istilo nila? Ito ang LEET SPEAK (|337 sp34k), na orihinal na ginamit para sa computer hacking.

Ito ang kumpletong pagpapaliwanag ni Wikipedia:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leet

At ito naman ang isa sa mga nagkalat na Leet Speak Translator sa internet:
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/text/leet

Naalala ko kasi ang isang kwentuhan namin sa opis kung saan nabanggit ni Leon ang tungkol sa |337 sp34k. Lahat kami nun nagtanong kung ano yun, na tila ikinagulat din ni Leon kasi parang wala man lang nakakaalam sa amin ng tungkol dun. :D

Wala lang. Gusto ko lang sabihin na hindi original ang mga JEJEMON; na matagal nang na-diskubre ang paraan ng paggamit nila ng ganitong mga letra (1980s); na may mas malalim na dahilan ang paggamit ng ganitong istilo (computer hacking, etc); at na hindi dapat pagkaasar ang dulot nito sa mga mambabasa! (Sorry na, isa talaga ako sa mga Jejebuster kahit nung di pa man nauso ang Jejemons at, un nga, Jejebusters.Ü)
Nga pala, akala ko sa’kin magmumula ang term na “jejebooster”. Nag-isip kasi ako ng counter ng “jejemon”, tapos naisip ko un. Para i-check kung hindi pa nga released ang term na ‘yon (kasabay ng pag-ambisyon na makakapagpasikat ako ng isang salita), aun.. nakaka-dismayang may nailabas na mga resulta si kaibigang Gugel. :))

So pano, ako’y matutulog na… though hindi pa naman ako inaantok kasi mag-aalasdose na ‘ko ng tanghali kanina (kahapon) nagising. :D

Goodnight chüms! ;o)



P.S.
Korean laughter pala ang “kekeke”.

(So Korean sya Leon?Ü Hahaha, bagay naman! :D)
Hi Kiko! xþ

Yamato: Drums of Japan

GRABEEEEH! DI KO MA-IMAGINE NA MUNTIK KO NANG MAIPAGPALIT SA INIT NG ULO KO KANINA ‘TONG MAKALAGLAG-PUSO, MAKAPUNIT-BIBIG, MAKAPAOS-BOSES, AT MAKAPIGIL-HININGANG EVENT NA ‘TO NG YAMATO JAPAN DRUMS!!! >:O HINDI MABABAYARAN ‘TONG GANTONG OPORTUNIDAD NA MAPANUOD SILA DITO SA PILIPINAS NANG LIVE!!! HOOOOHH! MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT ROG! JAYRA, MA’AM CES, at RYU, ansaya talaga! Grabeeeeh! xD Harry, Loi, Marj, Kiko, at Leon, sayang di kayo nakasama. :’O Leon, no.. hindi mapapantayan ng Yamato sa Timezone mo ang live performance ng Yamato Japan Drums. :O Miss Lisa, salamat sa pag-share ng event na ito! ^^,

HOOOOOOH!!! I NOW LOVE THEEEEM! ♥ xO
aaaaaaaaaat! NAKAPAGPA-PICHUR AKO KAY KUYA DRUMMER NA NAKAPAKAGANDA NG HAIRDO! UNG NAKATAAS UNG BUHOK NA PARANG AH BASTA! MAPAPANSIN NYO SYA DITO SA VIDEO:

(napakahigpit ng security kanina, kaya di namin nakuhanan ung performance. :( ito na lang, video ng performance nila sa ibang bansa.. gantong-ganto ung performance nila kanina.. mas magaling pa! hooooohhh!!!)

Part1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dark883eH3s
Part2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sH2r53YLeA0&feature=related

Off to SM North EDSA Sky Dome. Let's watch Yamato: Drums of Japan live!

On-going: Brainstorming (lang pala.Ü)

On-going: Effigy workshop.

HINDI KO MAKITA UNG WALLET KO!!! DI TULOY AKO MAKAALIS! AAAAAAAAAMPP!!! ILABAS NA PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE!!! >X-@

And I'm learning the selfless love. ♥

How Can Socialism Ensure the Full Liberation of Women?

Joan was remembered as a young nuclear physicist in the United States who was among the few women chosen to be part of a team that would develop the first atomic bomb. But she turned her back on all that. Shocked and angered when the US government used the atomic bomb against the people of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, she turned to actively denouncing the use of nuclear weapons by the US military. In an interview with an American radio, Joan said: "I did not want to spend my life figuring out how to kill people. I wanted to figure out how to let people have a better life, not a worse life."

And so built better lives she did, participating in the Chinese revolution, struggling with the people, and defending the gains of the revolution against capitalist roaders in China and the intensification of people's enslavement elsewhere in the world.

Most of Joan's years were spent working alongside the peasants of China in dairy farms and agricultural stations developing technology for continuous-flow automatic milk pasteurizer and other machines that would increase agricultural productivity in socialist China.

Joan lived a life that most of us women dream of witnessing. She experienced what it genuinely felt like to achieve women's equality with men. She was part of women's involvement in the socialist production. She experienced firsthand that through the active mobilization of women socialist China raised the quality of the lives of people. Joan lived to see that women's liberation as a historical process can and is bound to happen.

Yet despite the dismantling of the hard-won gains of socialism by capitalist roaders in China, Joan had an indomitable revolutionary optimism. She knew and stood firm that oppressed people, including women who were "at the bottom of the ladder of oppression," who had gained most from socialist reforms in China and therefore had the most to lose, must "bite where it hurts," and keep up the struggle. With persistence, patience, and courage, the people of the whole world, Joan believed, can and will certainly win.

To remember Joan is to live a life to the fullest by struggling alongside the oppressed. We remember Joan by searing through our hearts, kindling revolutionary hope and keeping the flame of struggle burning alive. Because one day, as proven by the life and struggle of our dear Joan, women and the people of the world will achieve victory.

GABRIELA

____________________________________________


photo by Leon Dulce

Joan Hinton
Academy of Agricultural Mechanization Science, Beijing
(revised 1 January 1997)

I'm really excited to be able to attend this meeting, and especially to be able to come to the top of the world, Nepal, to discuss problems facing women all over the world.

First a little about myself. I'm an American citizen. I'm 75 years old. I spent the first 27 years of my life in the U.S. where, as a young nuclear physicist, I did my part in the creation of the atom bomb. I spent the next 48 years working in agriculture as a participant in the Chinese revolution.

My topic here is "How can socialism ensure the full liberation of women?" I feel so strongly about the positive experience of socialism as practiced over 30 years in China, that I'm particularly happy to have this opportunity to speak. Today with the collapse of the whole socialist camp, which comprised 1/3 of all humankind, there is a great disillusionment with socialism. People everywhere are confused. They are looking for another way out.

Was it the economic system of socialism that failed? I say no. Definitely not. Socialism -- the elimination of labor as a commodity, that is the elimination of buying and selling labor power for the purpose of profit, combined with a planned economy -- is the only way out. There is no other way that can solve the problems of the people of the world including the problems faced by women everywhere.

What benefits did 30 years of socialism under Mao bring to the people, specially the women of China? By 1980 this vast country, formerly known as "sick man of Asia"" had no internal debt, no external debt. It had 30 years of stable prices and had built up an all-encompassing system of social benefits for those employed in the state sector -- which meant virtually the whole urban population of some 200 million people. These benefits included not only employment, but housing, education, medical care, maternity care, pensions, etc. In an "enveloping community setting, there was essentially no unemployment, begging or homelessness, virtually no crime, no shanty town slums, no prostitution, and even among the very poor, no underclass of social outcasts in desperate degrading poverty." Thus employment in a Chinese work unit under Mao "allowed even at a very low level of the Chinese economy, conditions of society completely unfamiliar in the vastly more wealthy United States!"
(Quotes from Robert Weil's excellent article: MR '94 Dec. p.27)

Of course, there were still some married women who were themselves not part of a work unit. But more and more women were drawn into the work units as the need of socialist construction expanded. By 1980, those urban women still not in work units as such, all organized themselves into street committees running the affairs of their local communities. They also formed an incredible number of production cooperatives recycling factory waste products, sewing, running canteens, etc. So that in fact, "with the children all in school, everyone -- men, women and children -- belonged to one type of unit or another.

For the rural population, before the "reforms" began, security was provided by the village collectives, the building blocks of the people's communes. After deducting costs of production, as well as funds planned for expanded production and welfare, the yearly village income was divided out to each individual member according to work points earned.

Land reform had been the first great leap forward for rural woman in China. Under the article 6 of the 1947 Land Reform Law "...all land of landlords and all public land ... and all other village land, in accordance with the total population of the village, irrespective of male or female, young or old, shall be unifiedly and equally distributed; ... and it shall be the individual property of each person." Under this law, women for the first time owned their own land. After the new marriage law of 1949, which introduced freedom of choice in marriage and divorce, the work point system introduced with the formation of agricultural collectives, was the next tremendous leap forward in the process of woman's emancipation. Since by the new commune rules income from work points must be paid to the individual who earned them and not to the "head of the family", women suddenly stood equal with men as earners of family income rather than non-paid virtual household slaves.


With income counted in work points, women for the first time pressed to join work in the fields. Was this an asset or a liability? Many men were worried. If women joined work in the fields and got work points too, wouldn't that just decrease the value of work point? Peasant leader Chen Yon Kuei, in the far off, barren mountain village of Dazhai, Shaanxi Province, saw things differently. With so much to be done, how could there be too much labor power? Mobilizing the strength of the collective -- old and young, men and women -- he led the whole village into battle. During the slack farm season, gullies became fields, little fields became bigger fields, and terracing brought crops to steep mountain slopes. Year after year income of the coop steadily increased. We once made a simple calculation. If all of China's peasants had followed Dazhai's example in transforming their crop land, China would not only have enough grain for her own needs but would have enough excess grain to feed 500 million people, more than the whole of Africa at that time. Clearly the world food problem is not due to over population but to capitalism's waste of human resources. Do we need family planning? Yes, I think we do, but not to solve the problem of food. We need family planning to liberate women, to give better care to children and to conserve the environment. A planned economy naturally includes some planning of population growth.

Talking about women in the collectives, I'd like to tell a story here from our own experience. In the middle 70's, my husband Sid (Erwin) Engst and I worked in the Red Star commune, south of Beijing. The commune was having difficulty carrying out their quota for family planning. In those days, each couple was urged to have not more than two children. But peasant families wanted boys, not girls. Without making girls as welcome as boys, there was no way out of the dilemma. What was wrong with a girl child? By custom, she must leave her parent's family and become a member of her husband's family upon marriage. Usually, that meant leaving the village and becoming a member of another cooperative, a different economic unit. As to the parents, she had no obligation to care for them when they got old. As to the village, people thought what good would it be to train girls in any technical skills if they would soon be leaving? We hardly have enough resources to train people for our won village," said the village leaders, "let alone train them for other villages!" Just at that time, a woman in one village rose up to challenge the leadership which had changed her daily work points from 10 to 8 points just because she had gotten married. Under these pressures, the question of women's equality was put to the whole commune for discussion.

Women asked, "when we do the same work as men, why do we get less work points?" The men replied, "because you are weak and we are strong!" The women retorted, "OK, for everyday in the year that our work depends on strength, we'll agree to getting less, but for the other days we must get the same! Let's see who plants rice the fastest!" So they organized a rice planting competition. The women outstripped the men by far. The men conceded. From then on, women got 10 points the same as men. The women said, "we work all day just like the men, why, when we get home, should we have to do the cooking while the men sit in the kang smoking their pipes waiting to eat?" Party secretaries from the whole commune were called on to discuss this issue. In those days, highlights of these discussions came to every village through the commune loudspeaker network. One evening we heard criticisms of party secretary Wong from such and such a village. In the discussions he had agreed that since women also worked in the fields, men should help with the housework. He announced proudly, "I'll do anything needed at home. Except for emptying the pot and changing the baby's diapers, I'll do anything." "What's wrong with, men emptying the pot?" came a sharp woman's voice over the loudspeaker. Men everywhere started. Emptying the pot! One day there was suddenly a great commotion beating of drums and clashing of cymbals. What's going on? A group of young couples were getting married. The bridegrooms had all volunteered to become members of their wives' families instead of the wives becoming the members of the bridegrooms' families. Within a few months, with all these changes going on, villages started training young women as electricians, carpenters, tractor drivers and even mule drivers! "Women hold up half the sky!" What excitement! Having a girl child might be almost as good as having a boy!

A short 5 years later, the "reformers" came to power in China. Capitalism's insatiable demand for commodity labor broke the communes. Under direct pressure from the top, agricultural collectives were replaced by the so called "family contract system." The "excess" labor power used by the peasants to steadily transform their crop land, now flocked to the cities serving the needs of imperialism's new invasion. The coastal cities burst with new skyscrapers. Luxury hotels, foreign banks and superhighways rose like mushrooms after a spring rain. Coca-Cola, Kentucky Fried Chicken, McDonald's, the whole works flocked in. As to agriculture, who cared? Old people, women and children were left to tend the fragmented fields. What did this mean to the millions of Chinese peasant women? It meant abolition of the work point system and the return of the patriarchal family. Since by custom heads of families can only be men -- father, husband or son -- some 400 million peasant women lost their economic independence and, with it, lost the hard-won gains they had made towards political equality with men.

Up until 1980 (i.e., before the communes were broken up) socialism had already brought personal security to over 800 million peasant men and women, in their case not from the state as such, but from their collectives. In those days, "excess" rural labor turned to basic construction of the land. With expanding irrigation networks, drainage systems and the development of local agricultural related industries, agricultural production steadily increased. From 1949 to 1984 the annual increase in grain production outstripped the increase in population.

Increased collective income also meant more money could be set aside for the village welfare fund. Even in the poorest villages, the village welfare fund guaranteed each member a subsistence grain allowance. The grain distributed according to work points was added to this. By 1980, aside from basic food, the welfare funds provided essentially universal primary school education, minimal care for the old and, most striking of all, a nationally integrated health care system starting with "barefoot" doctors at the village level.

Weil's article quoted earlier gives a well documented description of the "reformer's" 15-year dismantling of this unprecedented system of social benefits built up under Mao in China -- a system which had encompassed more than a fifth of all humankind, half of whom are women. Being at the bottom of the ladder of oppression, women had gained the most from socialism. And therefore, had the most, to lose.

Why this ferocious attack not only by the Chinese "reformers" but by the media of the whole western world against this system which had brought so much to the Chinese people, and to the Chinese women in particular? What crime had the system committed?

Clearly there is but one answer. The crucial crime of this system was its fundamental legal code abolishing labor as a commodity. My brother William Hinton on page 664 of the newly published book Ninth Heaven to Ninth Hell ponders this question:

"What is the source of this hatred? It stems I think, from the same source as the gut hatred most Chinese landlords harbored for the Chinese Communist Party. If the Party won a victory it would mean land reform, the end to land rent and the end of landlords, not as individuals, but as an exploiting class. For it was clear to all, including the landlords, that land rent and the landlords who collect them. By the same token, at the end of the twentieth century, in spite of the collapse of the first socialist experiments worldwide, the bourgeoisie and would-be bourgeoisie are now faced with a similar reality. Capitalists cannot get along without wage workers, but working people, including working peasants, can get along very well without capitalists."

To Those who would live off the profit of other people's labor, what could terrify them more than this? For some 30 years, not only did the Chinese workers get along just fine without capitalists to "give them jobs" the Chinese peasantry got along, just fine without landlords or rich peasants to employ them. What's more, in spite of US blockade, the Chinese economy developed extremely fast without "help" from the World Bank nor the IMF, and without foreign investment. And most disturbing of all for the bourgeoisie, this remarkable speed of economic development was done by reliance on the creativity and enthusiasm of the Chinese people themselves. What has happened once can always happen again. Mao died, capitalism has been restored, polarization has set in with a few becoming extremely rich. But no matter how much the present leaders in China try to bury these 30 years, the "terrible" ghost of Mao's achievement will never cease to haunt them.

These achievements did not come easy. The new society was not a utopia. It was a real society born in fierce struggle. What was the main obstacle? Was it the US economic blockade? No. Was it the split with the USSR? No. The main obstacle to the development of socialism in China was internal, not external. Over 30 years, by far the most complicated, the hardest to understand, and the most difficult to handle was the omnipresent fierce internal party struggle. Talking about these fundamental questions am I leaving the topic of women? No. Certainly not. In all types of social oppression, women are always at the bottom of the ladder. I feel very strongly that if we do not dig down to the bottom to unearth the the complicated relation of women's own special oppression with that of all oppression, we can never get anywhere. We cannot just look at the phenomena, we must try hard to understand the essence.

After years of study, investigation and analysis, not only of China, but all the socialist countries at that time, Mao finally formulated what we consider to be his greatest contribution to Marxism. That is that under socialist economic conditions, the main class struggle in society between the proletariat and the bourgeoisie changes its form, appearing not as a struggle between economic classes which no longer exist as such, but as a line struggle in the top echelons of the party. This dialectical, metamorphosis, where inner party struggle becomes the predominant form of class struggle in society, occurs after the communist party in power has essentially completed the socialist transformation of the economic base, i.e. after the transformation of private ownership of the means of production into public or collective ownership. At this point the old bourgeoisie has lost its teeth. w=Without connections within the party in power it has no chance of a comeback. Though the bourgeoisie has disappeared, as Hinton mentions above, the "would-be" bourgeoisie is still very plentiful both inside and outside the party.

The necessity of making class analysis without classes is something completely new in human history. It is something none of us has ever experienced before. From this point of view, Mao's method of education people was very interesting. For over 18 years my husband and I worked in state farms in Shaanxi province. Every morning before going to work we had an hour of political study. In the early sixties, after the so-called "failure of the great leap forward" and before the open split with the USSR, two questions for discussion came down through the party to our study. The first question was, "Are there classes in socialist society?" The second was, "Is there class struggle in socialist society?" No answer was given. We discussed this a long time. We tried to figure out whether there was exploitation or not. I can't remember exactly, what our conclusion was, but as I recall, we all agreed the "relations of production" depended a lot on the management. Of course, at that time we never dreamed this could become an antagonistic contradiction. If this question came to our study, it came to every corner of China.

Just think, way back then, Mao mobilized hundreds of millions of people to discuss this question!

In socialist society, without a bourgeoisie, what criteria could be used to discover this "would-be" bourgeoisie? This question became more and more acute until it finally burst in the Cultural Revolution. At this point Mao pointed out, the only way to distinguish them is by this line they carry out.

During those years some leading cadres only appeared to believe in socialism. They did not correct their mistakes, or only made a show of correcting them, and clandestinely obstructed in one way or another all advances along the socialist road. Mao called these cadres, "those in authority in the party taking the capitalist road" or simply "capitalist roaders." Personally, I found that an extremely sensitive test of line was and is the attitude toward women. In China "capitalist roaders" were invariably male chaunivists. To them women's place was in the home. Women were naturally weaker than men so women should naturally have lower wages. Women can't be trained for technical jobs because they take too much time for getting married and having children, etc.

Of course, not all male chauvinists were "capitalist roaders." The real "capitalist roaders" could gradually be detected by the consistency of their line. They invariably pushed a policy which would have changed the economic system itself to legalize both the transposition of public assets into private capital and the accumulation of private capital through exploitation. Their attitude towards women was just one facet of this overall strategy.

It was the struggle against activities of this kind which appeared as a two-line struggle. The taller the tree, the bigger the shadow. Struggle originating at the bottom could only have a local effect. The higher the cadre, the greater the effect, until struggle at the top of the party affected every aspect of society as a whole.

Once we capture the analysis of the two-line struggle -- the struggle between the "bourgeois reactionary line and the proletarian revolutionary line" as Mao called it, is precisely a class analysis of socialist society -- then we realize the tremendous work Mao has done in formulating this analysis. It is a creative development of Marxism.

During the Cultural Revolution, Mao tried in every way he could to teach the Chinese people how to detect "capitalist roaders" in the leadership of the party by analyzing the line they pushed. The three main criteria were "who do they believe in, who do they rely on, and who do the mobilize?" Clearly, relegating women to the kitchen is leaving out half of humankind! The "reformer's" call for a few people to get rich first is an excellent example of "believing in the few, relying on the few, and mobilizing the few." As soon as the "reformers" came to power in China, they cut the right to strike from the constitution, forbid people to hang big character posters, and cut out all mass movements. The June 4th 1989 "Beijing massacre" unmasked, once and for all, the true meaning of their line.

The opposite is what Mao called "the proletarian revolutionary line" -- "believe in the masses, rely on the masses, mobilize the masses."

Do decisions being made by the leaders take into consideration the interests of all the people of just those of a few? Of long term of just immediate interests? Do the policies pushed by the leaders help unite all the people in building a new society or do they cause splitting between different ethnic, regional, gender or any other groups? Do leaders discuss things with those they lead or do they do things secretly behind closed doors? Do they involve people in decision making or do they just hand out orders? Do they welcome criticism from below or do they fear it? If so, why? With nothing to hide, why should they fear criticism? Are women encouraged to do their part in building the new society? It was these kinds of questions that Mao mobilized the Chinese people in their millions to ask during the Cultural Revolution.

Using these criteria, people all over China soon began unearthing "capitalist roaders." The "capitalist roaders" immediately counter-attacked with the deadly weapon of factionalism. The situation became extremely complicated. As the proletarian leadership called on all the people to unite against a "small handful" the "capitalist roaders" incited factionalism -- both in relentless personal power struggles against each other and as shields to protest themselves from detection by the people.

Since the main ideology in society was petty-bourgeois, the majority of the people were left helpless, unable to extract themselves and the leaders they chose from the entanglement of factionalism. In my opinion, this was the main objective cause of the failure of the Cultural Revolution. It is also the main objective cause preventing the working people of the world -- men and women, black, white, yellow, and brown -- from uniting to defeat their common oppressors. The oppressors have always instigated and thrived on our fighting among ourselves.

With the collapse of the socialist camp, the world bourgeoisie has triumphantly taken over. The ball is now in their court. But they are helpless. Capitalism's insatiable greed for maximum profit leaves it with no solution. Corruption, crime, drugs, environmental destruction, ethnic wars, unemployment, destitution in the midst of abundance are all it can offer. With billions upon billions of dollars going into armaments, it has no money for education, health, social welfare, or common sense.

But I'm an indomitable optimist. Since capitalism can't possibly solve the problems of the people, the people will certainly throw it out! For 30 years in China I lived the future. I know it's beautiful and know it works. Eventually socialism will certainly sweep capitalism off this earth and with it the oppression of all people including women.

Thank you.

Ganito ba, @Gene Fowler? http://ow.ly/29lQL

Writing is easy. All you do is stare at a blank sheet of paper until drops of blood form on your forehead. -- Gene Fowler
makakuha nga ng malinis na papel.. teka..

Nginig pa mga daliri ko after 2hrs straight encoding ng akda at alaala ni JoanHinton. Kain! Lunch pa kahapon ang huli kong ricemeal, shocks.

Joan Hinton: An internationalist. A revolutionary scientist. A socialist.
(It's worth the 2hr23min encoding.♥) http://ow.ly/296SK

Off to somewhere for some agenda. Brb in an hour, or less (hopefully).

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Online: Hindi na kami magkakilala ng TV! :'( "Pilyang Querubin", kelan pa 'to? Magtatatlong buwan na rin akong di nakakanuod ng TV. :'O

Matapos ang kaharutan at kalikutan ko nung tuesday night acquaintance party, ngayon lang sumakit ng bongga ang buo kooong kaataaawaaaan. x'O

Just got home! PUPT CS acquaintance party last night was great! I really had sooo much fun! We went wild! (Or, ako lang?) Hahaha! CS, imysm!

*&%$# this night! I'm dead wanting to stay, yet i have to leave! *&%$@#&*$%@!!! Off to PUPT! *&$%! $%@&! *&%@#$*&!!!

Watch the live streaming of the Memorial for Joan Hinton @ http://ow.ly/27ryw

Watch the live streaming of the Memorial for Joan Hinton @ http://ow.ly/27ryw

On-going: Memorial for Joan Hinton. Internationalist. Revolutionary Scientist. Socialist.

Off to... to somewhere! I dunno where to go! *&%$.

Bakit kasi sa dinami-rami ng araw sa buong linggo, at oras sa buong maghapon.. parehong araw at oras pa!!!

You're becoming my aversion. :) Could you just please shut up?

""hmmm...aktibista ka ba????" -- Mary Ann Dela Cruz

Kinakabahan ako, hehe. :S Goodnight! x|

Natakot tuloy akong mag-bike bukas. Haiks.

Naisampay din lahat sa wakas! WHEW! :'(

HTML CodeSprint for Reiko's "JuanDelaCruz" HTML Site, hek. Deadline: 04July2010, 11:59pm. Don't disturb. ;o)

ay naglalaba. x'O

Nasobrahan na naman ako sa pag-pudpod ng mga kuko ko! Ansakit tuloy ng ilang dulo ng mga daliri ko, o dulo ng mga kuko? Ewan. Basta masakit.

Off to Parañaque. Balik QC on Sunday. Muah!

And we're home! What's with this day? I'll blog it.. but not anytime today. Gen.cleaning here in office, night out with Martin & Joey later.

*sniff This was a bad night. But tnx coz despite the loud weeping, I was able to pause and fin'lly finish and send the Module 4. *sob G'nyt!

Hampanget ng mga talukap ng mga mata ko... parang kinagat ng ipis. >x-/

*&%$#@%$*@#!!! THURSDAY NA PALA NGAYON?! Ako na! Ako na ang hindi tumitingin sa kalendaryo! Ako na ang wala sa hinagap! AKO NAAAAAAAHH! x'O

Kaen! :D Ayan makakakain na rin ako ng pancit canton sa wakas... UNG HINDI MAANGHANG.

Juice powder, milk powder, choco powder, coffee powder... Sana may SOFTDRINK POWDER din.

A 17-min 56-sec call from Acy all the way from Canada! Hahaha!Ü Amishusomuch Ace! We miss you! Mmmmmmuaaah! :-* <3

And I'm back!Ü Bad ung jeep sa main road. :( Nanggitgit pa rin sya kahit nag-slowdown na 'ko. x( Buti nakabig ko ung handlebars. xO

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I'll be changing my system starting 2nyt. 10pm/11pm departure to dreamland, 6am/7am arrival from there. Then, an hour of biking. G'night! Ü

Salamat sa GULAT, kaibigang butiki. Nawala antok ko, buset ka. Pag nakakakita ako ng butiki, ikaw na ang lagi kong naaalala, Miss Meggie. xD

Matapos ang halos dalawambwan, nachempuhan din namin sa wakas ni ate mabel ung vendor ng Binatog! Hahahaha! Hooooohh! Sarap!!! xD

"FYI: 1yr ang tinagal ng human barricade s nueva vizcaya vs ocena g0ld mining c0mpany" -- Rog

Birthday greeting sa'kin nung Jan 24, 2010.. NGAYON KO LANG NAPASALAMATAN! June 30, 2010 na ngayon, grabe! :O http://ow.ly/24OFn

*&%$#@$%#. May kumalampag ng gate! Dalawambeses! Wala naman tao. x-@

Drink. Relax. Focus. READ.

Cancelled ang street party! Pagtapos namin gumawa ng placards at magmadali para maghabol ng oras :( Di bale, enjoy naman sa kapihan sa CAL.Ü

NAPAKA-UNPRODUCTIVE KO TODAY. HINDI KO GUSTONG MAAPEKTUHAN ANG TRABAHO KO, PERO HINDI KO NAIWASAN. NAIINIS AKO SA SARILI KO. GOODNIGHT. >x'(

Nasa title pa lang ako ng babasahin ko, humihikab na 'ko! 15 pages pa ang lalakbayin ng mga mata ko, help me get good reading mood! x'O

Pera

Pera. Pera ang sanhi ng kalakhan ng suliranin sa paligid: kawalan/kakulangan ng edukasyon, kawalan ng tirahan, kakulangan sa pananamit, pagkagutom -- na sya ring sanhi ng talamak na krimeng nagkalat sa kahit saang dako ng bansa. Pinakamalala, ng mundo.

Ilang araw na akong tinatawagan ng aking ina. Pilit nyang iniaalok ang trabahong gustong ibigay sa akin ng isa sa mga pinsan ko. P18,000 ang sahod kada buwan, bilang call center agent. Magandang oportunidad kung tutuusin. Uupo ka lang at sasagot ng tawag, presto! May labinwalonlibompiso ka na agad.

Sa ilang beses na pagtawag na 'yon ng aking ina, ilang beses ko rin syang tinanggihan. Umaabot sa puntong nagkakasagutan kami, nagkakataasan ng tono. Kasabay ng mga pagkakainitang iyon ay ang paulit-ulit kong pagpapaliwanag kung bakit ayokong iwan ang trabahong meron ako ngayon... na alam kong naiintindihan nya. Kakalma ang usapan, mapupunta sa kamustahan. Pero ilang araw ang lilipas, nandyan na naman ang tawag.

Pera. Pera ang sanhi ng pangungulit ng aking ina na tanggapin na ang alok ng aking pinsan. May bahay kaming binabayaran, tubig, kuryente, pagkain sa araw-araw, pamasahe at baon ng dalawa kong kapatid, atbp... at wala itong ipinagkaiba sa suliranin ng mga pamilyang payak lang din ang pamumuhay. Naiintindihan ko naman. Alam ko 'yon. Hindi ako bulag para hindi ko makita ang kalagayan ng aming pamilya ngayon -- kalagayan matapos maghiwalay ang aking mga magulang noong nakaraang buwan lang.

Bakit nga ba hindi ko pa tanggapin ang trabahong 'yon nang matapos na ang pangungulit ng aking ina? Bakit nga ba hindi ko pa kagatin ang libu-libong piso na 'yon kada buwan nang makaluwag-luwag na ang aking pamilya?

Bayan. Bayan ang mas gusto kong paglingkuran kaysa sa mga naglalakihang kompanyang humahawak sa leeg ng mga manggagawa. Bayan ang mas gusto kong kausap kaysa sa mga dayuhang gumagamit ng mga banyagang salita. Tawag ng bayan ang mas gusto kong sagutin kaysa sa tawag ng mga dayuhan. Malalim na suliranin ng bayan ang mas gusto kong pakinggan at solusyonan kaysa sa mabababaw na problema ng mga dayuhang kliyente.

Labin-walong libong piso kada buwan, habang ika'y empleyado ng banyagang kompanyang pinasukan mo. Hanggang kailan mo kailangan ng matitirahan? Hanggang kailan mo kailangang manamit? Hanggang kailan mo kailangang kumain? Ang sagot: Habambuhay. Tanong pa: Hanggang kelan ka naman kaya yayakapin ng banyagang kompanyang nag-eempleyo sa'yo? Sagot: Hindi habambuhay.

Aasa na lang ba tayo sa mga hanapbuhay na inilalako ng mga kompanyang primaridad na pinanghahawakan ng mga dayuhan? Isusubo na lang ba natin ang mga trabahong nasa gintong kutsara ng mga banyaga? Panawagan ko: Magtanim tayo.

Labin-walong libong piso kada buwan para sa kaginhawaang makakamit ng aking pamilya. Hindi na namin poproblemahin ang bahay na aming titirahan. Magkakaron kami ng masasarap ng pagkain sa aming hapag-kainan. Makakabili kami ng mga damit at gamit. Magiging masaya ang pamumuhay ng aming pamilya sa loob ng tirahang may kumpletong pasilidad. Napakasarap sa pandinig. Nakakagalak. Nakakataba ng puso.

Mga kapwa mamamayang walang masilungan, walang maayos na pananamit, wala halos makain... ito ang sasalubong sa akin paglabas ko ng bahay. Maganda ba sa paningin? Nakakagalak? Nakakataba ng puso? Mag-isip tayo.

Oo, hindi na uso ang pagpapakabayani sa mga panahong 'to. Marami nang kumwestiyon sa biglaang pagpapalit ng pananaw kong 'to. Marami na ring nag-alok sa akin ng monumento, isama nyo na ang tatay ko. Salamat, salamat... pero hindi monumento ang kailangan ko. Pagbabago. Kung iisa-isahin ko ang mga pagbabagong 'yon, hindi matatapos ang akdang ito. Hindi naman na lingid sa ating mga kaalaman ang umaapaw na suliranin ng ating sistema.

Sabi nga nila, kung gusto mo ng pagbabago, simulan mo 'yon sa sarili mo. Gusto ko ng pagbabago, kaya ako nagbago. Di pa man ganun kalaki ang naiaambag ko para baguhin ang sistemang umiiral, naniniwala akong sa pamamagitan ng pagsisimula kong 'to, makakamit din natin ang pagbabagong ninanais ng lahat.

Hindi ko ipagbibili sa halagang labin-walong libong piso kada buwan ang pagnanais kong makatulong sa nakararami. Hindi ko iniiwan ang pamilya ko. Isanasama ko lang ang pagsasaalang-alang sa marami.

ON-FIRE: I now have my O2JAM OFFLINE.. again!!! Yeeeeeaaaaahhhhh! x-bd

Newest entry sa FaveFoods list ko: Tuna Flakes in Oil with ManTomas Sarsa! PANALO!!! hoooooohhh!!!!

HWALA!!! May remote control itong china phone! Daig pa ung nokia phone ko! Lumibel sa Sony Ericsson?! KeeeeeeeeeeeewL!!! :O

I got new spoon from Ate Reileen! WEE! (^^,)/ I so love you Ate Rei! Muah! Muah! Muah! ^^, Sarap nung pasta!:D (puttanesca ba un? or ibang luto?) Sayang di ko na-try ung fried wrapped dishes mo. xD Salamat din sa iMissYouLikeCrazy movie na talaga namang tinutukan namin! Hahaha! :)) Hanggang sa muli! Happy birthday ulit!Ü Mmmmuah! :* ^^, http://ow.ly/23CBr

Salamat sa mga nagpunta sa event kanina! (^^,)/ CS, na-miss ko talaga kayo! Nangilid luha ko nung makita ko kayo :c (no exaggeration). ♥

On-going: Post-Election IT Conference @ CSWCD UP Diliman. (At ako pala ang emcee! My gally!)

Ayan! Bumalik na sa dati ang display ng Nofications sa fb, haha! Na-realize din siguro nilang PFANGETH ang idea na naisip nila! Hahaha.

GREAT MORNING!!! :D I'm gon see my babies today! Wee!!! :D Post-Election IT Conference later @ UP Diliman. AYEAH! xD http://ow.ly/23tCF

Everybody's invited to attend the Post-Election ICT Conference tomorrow, 1pm-5pm @ the Bulwagang Tandang Sora, UP Diliman. Goodnight! Ü

BAKIT BA MAY MGA TAONG TANGA?! SORRY HA. SUKDULAN EH! AKO, HINDI AKO MATALINO, PERO MAY COMMON SENSE NAMAN AKO. BWISEEEEET!

Nakakairita ambagong istilo ng Notifications ng epbi! Napaka-space-consuming! Tsk!

SHET NA ULAN 'TO!!! AKO NA! AKO NA ANG BUMALIK DAHIL SA LAKAS NG ULAN AT BAHA NA LANSANGAN! STRANDED MGA TAO! POOOOOOTEEEEK!!!!

Night out! Yeah!!! :D SM Bicutan, here I come! Hahaha! Martin, Joey, Robert, Meih.. who else?:D See you! ;oD

Ang ganda ng gising ko!:D (wala namang spesyal, hmmmm) Magiging maganda ang araw na 'to, at walaaang makakasira! xD Gooood morniiing! ö/ <3

Sa mga kausap kong hindi ko na nasagot, bukas na lang po. Nagloloko ang koneksyon! Matulog na raw ako! Goodnight!

Sa mga kausap kong hindi ko na nasagot, bukas na lang po. Nagloloko ang koneksyon! Matulog na raw ako! Goodnight!

Consumed a potato chip, 3cups of juice, 6assorted breads, 5cups of coffee, & 13coffee candies.. jz to keep myself up for reading! I'M DIZZY!

So I think it's done! I'm now waiting for revisions. Obtw, hootsuite's got new look! Cool! (Need coffee break.. as in, a break FROM coffee!)

Four coffee candies were already melted in my mouth. I'm on my second round of coffee drink now and a potato snack is almost empty. I'm doin good, but this should be incessant. And therefore I conclude: Reading is expensive. Demit.

EKS! EKS! EKS!!! WALANG KAKAUSAP SAKIN BUKAS HA! WALAAAAAAAAAH!!! >x-@

What's with reading that makes me feel dead sleepy?! Gahd. I've to make this done, yet I'm distracted with my yawning! Vexing!!!

Thanks kagabi Rog, sa hatak para umattend ng first day of Virgin Labfest 6.Ü Ang cool nung plays! Di ko makalimutan si Gilbeys at Brenda! xD

Ecosystem. Ecosphere. Ecology. Now I'm so like Princess Fiona. I'm greeeeeen. Oyeah. Envi workshop, successful! Off to CPU. Rock on!

Now Showing: "The Story of the STUFF" http://ow.ly/21yZl

On-going: Restoration Ecology Workshop.

Off to Siisi. Whole day Basic Ecological Workshop. Ü

Tunay ngang masarap gumising sa umaga na katabi ang taong mahal mo. <3<3<3 Bonus pa ang sabay kayong maliligo. :D Hahaha! I love you Loi! xD

Tasks are overwhelming. Need to live a dormant FB (etc) life. I still can post my updates, but I can't temporarily read others'. Yeah. :S

Nandito na si Loi! Weeeeeee!!! xD <3<3<3

The UP Walking/Jogging/Biking Activity Part 2

Nairaos naman ang walking/jogging/biking activity kanina, though late ako nakarating (7pm na ata.. 5pm ang usapan). Tagtag sa byahe mula Parañaque, isang maling desisyon ata ang pag-uwi ko pa sa opis at pag-bike ko papuntang UP. Naka-tatlong hinto ako along Katipunan-UP road, at mangiyak-ngiyak ako habang pumipidal. "Dapat kasi nag-commute na lang ako" -- na na-realize ko nung nangalahati na 'ko sa byahe. Halos isumpa ko ang mga pataas na part ng kalsada pa-UP (at pabalik), grabe.

Tatlo lang kami nila Harry at Leon na dumating. Si Loi, nasa Valenzuela. Si Rog, nasa byahe pabalik ng menila. Si Miss Meggie, pass daw muna.. titigil daw muna sya sa pag-yyosi, hehe. Si Kiko, walang reply.. kagabi pa.

Pagkauwi ko kanina, gustung-gusto ko na maligo agad, pero sabi ko magpapahinga muna 'ko dahil ayoko naman mamatay ng maaga. Pagkatapos kong magpahinga, inisip kong maligo pagkatapos na lang namin kumain ni Harry. Nang matapos na kaming kumain, tinamad na 'kong maligo. "Okay, bukas na nga lang ako maliligo." Lumipas ang mga oras, inantok na 'ko. Pagkatapos maihanda ang tutulugan, shempre matutulog na dapat. Kaso, para 'kong sinusuka ng higaan! Amf! Wala 'kong nagawa kundi bumangon at mag-wash up! Grrr.

(Marj, bili ka na ng against-wounds-and-scars protection mo for our biking tutorial, haha. Joke lang. Actually di ko pa naranasan magturo ng pag-bbike, sa'yo pa lang.. kaya gudlak satin, hahaha. xD Loi at Rog, bawi kayo ha! :P)


Aun lang. Goodnight!

I've traded my authenticated Nokia phone for mom's Dual-Sim China phone, huhu. For a time, Cässandra will stay under mom's custody. x'O

Mali ata ang desisyon kong mag-bike pa-Yoopee matapos matagtag sa byahe mula Parañaque.. mangiyak-ngiyak ako habang pumipidal kanina, huhu.